Saturday, November 12, 2005

MMMMmmmmmm movies

Watchin Sleepless in Seattle. It's sweet. And lonely. God it's so lonely.

My Thesis

So, I found out about a week before my thesis show opened that it wasn't my thesis anymore. I really don't want to be here for this show. I hate this show. Maybe hate is the wrong word, I resent this show. I resent that I didn't have time to work on it. I resent that I infomed people that it was changing to the point where it was no longer a good thesis and nobody litened to me. I resent that it prevents me from attending a confrence which would actually be useful to me. I resent that I will have to be here pointlessly sitting backstage. I resent that the show is not going to be complete. I resent that I can't leave for the show. I resent that this show is the imbodiment of pointlessly entertaining theatre which goes against all of the principles our department teaches. I resent that this show took up my time. I prefer the show I will be doing. I like the show. It at least has some relevence to our theatrical training. The theatrical training taught at my institution. The theatrical teaching I adhear to. The theatrical training which is the reason I choose to become a theatre major. Though I have had many little issues with my department faculty this semester, I appreciate the oppertunity I have been provided with, the oppertunity to switch my thesis project to soemthing which will more acuratly reflect my training, and the values of my department.